tormenting

Whoa…I was asking the universe to send me a controlling, nasty, hater of everything that I stood for?…That can’t be good. The trouble was that I hadn’t gotten closure on why it hadn’t worked out with him. He had dumped me on my birthday after tormenting me for 4 years and then married a girl he supposedly “wasn’t seeing” within a few months. My type ‘A’ personality wanted to bring someone exactly like him back into my life so I could prove that I could make it work. Great plan Calia!…Well, it seemed like a good idea to my subconscious at the time.